january 18th (17th), 2011
today was actually okay.
i spent a long time last night on skype with my sisters and on the phone with adam, so i was tired at work, but my manager has been so much less annoying the last few days that i didnt even care i was completely exhausted.
went out with ari for a bit which is always nice cause it means i dont have to sit in this house for any longer than i have to…then i got a chance to say goodbye to tyler.
it was probably the nicest visit i’ve had with him in a while. he wasnt fucked up and it was just good. i’m glad ari and i stopped by to see him. i’m also glad he read my letter. at least he knows he is genuinely cared about.
it wasnt as hard as i expected it to be. maybe he’ll actually be okay.
…in all reality, it was probably just an act. in fact, i know it was.
work tomorrow SUPER EARLY. doing extra projects for bev which is nice since i’m planning to head out to KC soon. school tomorrow afternoon, haley and ali’s birthday tomorrow night.
long day ahead for only 5 hours of sleep.
hopefully the whole “tyler being in jail” thing won’t hit me in the middle of the day…
