january 15 (16), 2011
i don’t really understand the point anymore.
i had ari and i had tyler. that was it. the two people keeping my sane in this world.
one of them is going to jail on tuesday, and it isn’t my sister.
this is really hard.
i’m worried about my friend. he needs help, not jail.
the sad part is that i’m pretty sure he’s under the impression that no one, including myself, really cares about him.
yeah. totally false.
i care about him so much (way more than i should…how shocking.)
and he’s the only one who i know can relate to the way i feel right now.
i’m going to miss that kid so much.
he’s one of the few things that made this town okay.
…and today had actually started off really well.
