January 2011
7 posts
january 25th
…i hope you love him the way i have loved him for the last two and a half years of my life.
he is the most inspiring, loving, and generous person i have ever known.
oh yes, you better love him the way i have loved him, because he loves you in a way he never loved me.
january 18th (17th), 2011
today was actually okay. i spent a long time last night on skype with my sisters and on the phone with adam, so i was tired at work, but my manager has been so much less annoying the last few days that i didnt even care i was completely exhausted.
went out with ari for a bit which is always nice cause it means i dont have to sit in this house for any longer than i have to…then i got a...
january 15 (16), 2011
i don’t really understand the point anymore.
i had ari and i had tyler. that was it. the two people keeping my sane in this world. one of them is going to jail on tuesday, and it isn’t my sister.
this is really hard. i’m worried about my friend. he needs help, not jail. the sad part is that i’m pretty sure he’s under the impression that no one, including myself,...
january 14, 2010.
i hate it when you micro-manage. that’s all you do. i guess that’s how you get big in this company. wow. glad i’ll apparently be there forever since i dropped out of college (that is, if i dont get fired first.)
listening to a good deal of blink 182 right now. it just seems fitting.
i have the night off. i’ll probably clean my room, officially withdrawl from jewell, and...
january 13, 2011.
i crave something sincere. i crave something stable.
i wish i knew how to be happy again, but i really don’t. my life has turned into a repititious bore. wake up. go to work. come home. sleep. do it again the next day. drink on saturday cause i dont have to work on sunday.
i don’t have school stuff figured out for this semester. i miss my sisters. i miss lindsay and brett. and adam....